Ferk's been really worrying me the last while. She's been really quiet, kind of depressed and coughing a LOT! I've been avoiding taking her into see Laura because I was afraid what she'd have to say. And I am just not ready for any goodbyes right now!
However, I finally decided that I couldn't leave it any longer, no matter what the outcome, because it wasn't fair to her. So off we went to see her Acres Aunties today. I dropped her and Heidi off (Heidi to keep her company ) and took Buster for some Mom and me time at the beach, then home to try and finish off this &*^%$#! marking!!! Laura called, and with heart in throat I answered.
Well!!!! Her lungs actually haven't deteriorated since last check...no fluid build-up, which is what I was worrying about, cuz she's horking up stuff (I know, TMI). However, Laura said that both her back legs are in bad shape...LH has a partially torn cruciate and her RH has an extremely sore and swollen stifle ligament. How she did this, I have no idea, but she does have her kamikaze moments between toys and wanting to play with Buster. I hadn't noticed her limping at all, but she had definitely lost the spring in her step. And of course, with both legs owie, it evens out. However, she's on crate rest for a month, or at least no playing or running...restricted movement. She is not thrilled with this, but it's easier than with a back episode.
One little worrying thing though is that a lump I'd noticed under her right armpit may be a problem. Laura noticed it too and is a bit concerned. I figured it was just a swollen lymph gland (she's on so many drugs and supplements that I put it down to that), and it may be. But it might also be a lymphoma, which might have metastasized to her lungs. Laura took x-rays, and is going to read them and call me later. So that it's none of that icky stuff!!!!!!!!!
At any rate, today is NOT the day! And since I'd gotten myself all prepared for the worst, I'm feeling pretty happy right now!