I'm not sure how I missed this. I've had my share of ups and downs the last year. I'm still thinking about adopting another, but not there yet. I still have 2 seniors, although they dont' act like it and I'm not sure how much I'm up to. Take a bit of a break, Paula, re-coup financially and emotionally and you'll all be better for it. These little guys sure can be hard on a person. But their lovable little selves are SO worth it.